IM GETTING MARRIED....

19 days left before my big day...

ENGLISH MID TERM TEST

hoohohohohoho....

exam nih sgt ssh...
sgt2 susah...

huhuhuhuhuhuuhuhuh

hari-hari ku....

.Z.I.R.C.O.N.

ZIRCON (a name of a diamond),

When I was offered to join FSTEP, I wondered how they people in there will be. I was expected that all of them must be intelligent, proactive, up-to-date, caliber, full of commitment, and etc. (and now I know…they are just like what I was expected). I was very excited to join the program (I’m a very new fresh graduates which just finish my course in mid May and get an offer early June…at that time I think I was blessed and yes I am…)

Before I start my class session, we were exposed to overview for the entire 4 stream. It is barely hard for me to get to know others because I’m a very shy person (am I?). After 2 weeks of overview weeks, we went into our appointed group. I’m in ZIRCON.

When the session of ice breaking took place, I realized that they are so talented person and I felt a bit down. But when I think positively, I know that I should grab this opportunity and try to share experiences and knowledges with them as much as possible. (And also I’m among those youngest ages in the class and even in FSTEP…I feel soooo young…hihihi)

For the first rotation, I was in Conventional Banking. The elder’s was held by Razif, Ikhwan, Kak Mas, Leen and Adlin. The class was fully organized and up-to-date under their concern.

Now I’m in Insurance and Takaful stream (2nd rotation and it is my favorite stream actually) and up to this point, I know better my class members.

Razif is quite quiet person but he can throw a very intelligent question when he opens his mouth (he also got the most macho voice in Zircon-please don’t be soooo excited because he already have someone special…no chance for others k).

While Helmi is much much quieter than Razif. He is the president for Insurance and Takaful and we purposely chose him because we want him to be proactive and he proved us that he can do that.
Ridzwan is the only one who had Degree in Politics. He is good in talk. I’m not surprised because he has lot of knowledges. The tip is, read newspaper everyday every part.

The only married person in the class is Leen. She had working experiences and she shared a lot of her working experiences with us.

Jenny is the only foreign graduates and she graduated from Curtin University, Perth. She also got working experiences and from my first impression she is a very serious person. But as time goes by I learnt that she is quite funny lady (of course I will notice when she made jokes, because she is sitting next to me…and she always made unbelievable jokes to me… ).

Liza also seems like a very serious person. At first I was very afraid of her and some more she is older than me, I can’t easily approach her. But just like Jenny, she is a very nice person. (She is sitting next to Jenny…)

Ikhwan came from Terengganu and had Degree in Finance. He always sleepy in the class but till now I wonder, how he can throw a question when he didn’t listen to the lecture?

Derek is the only Chinese guy in the class. His face shows seriousness but he is not. I was surprised when he first time made jokes to me. He also got same sleeping curse just like Ikhwan but also surprisingly he can answer questions given by the speaker. (maybe I should act like I’m sleeping but actually I was listening to the lecture…so I can impressed others…hehehe)

Ira, Kak Siti, Zakiyah and Dayah graduated from USIM and they sat next to each other in the class. Ira from K Kinabalu and she is a very funny girl. Kak Siti didn’t talk too much but she also know how to made jokes (now I wonder how the serious people out there can made really funny jokes). Zakiyah have a very soft voice. Her voice is soooo motherly. She can be a very patient mother (how I wish to be like her)…while Dayah is more childish. She made jokes without her intentions. We can just laugh when she started to talk. I just cannot stand when she started to open her mouth (hahahha…).

Ima also came from Terengganu and she is the only one in my class who graduated from UM. Quite shy girl but she loves went shopping with Adlin. Adlin graduated from UPM and hold Degree in Accounting. She loves to read motivational books. Dila is sitting next to Adlin and three of them love to take pictures of them. (Sometimes I did join them…hehehe)

The front row consists of Wani, Aishah, Ina, Kak Mas and Zua. They are the front liner of Zircon’s group. They are those who can count on to put their full concentration during the class.

BLoG DA BERKULAT...huhuhu

hohohoho

when was the last time i did wrote something in this blog???
hmmm...
seems like my blog da berkulat...
hehehe

i want to active back (my new aim-if i can)...

we were supposed to write a blog for our participation in FSTEP...
but me, im soooooo lazy....

even my blog i didnt touch how i would write something great to give to FSTEP>>>

but, suprisingly i did write something for FSTEP blog...

hehehehe

huhuhu...

ive so many thing to share in this blog but not much time to do so...
huhuhu
i will write sumthing when i do really have some free time...

**MISS HIM**

im so in angau right now...
huhuhu

i miss halim khalid soooo much...

**FSTEP INDUCTION DAY**

27th june 08

we were required to register at dataran kewangan darul takaful n submit all the document needed...
my turn was actually from 2.30pm - 4pm...
but since it is jumaat, i went early cz im afraid the pakcik komuter driver will stop their operation during the sembahyang jumaat...
but im soooo naive...
of course they wont stop the operation cz not only malay can drive (do they drive?) the komuter, but also other uncle chong or uncle maniam can drive it too...
n moreover, they r a lot og non-muslims travel using the komuter at that time...

arrived the office nearly 1 o'clock where mcsha jz finished her registration...
but im soooo lucky...
they proceed my registration an at nearly 2 ive finished my registration (which make me more glad was im the last person register b4 they stop and start continue back at 230 pm)...

ive finished my registration at 2 o'clock which was very unexpected...
soooo many time left compared to predicted time...
so, i decided to meet halim...
i went to shah alam and dated with halim...

28th june 08

my 1st day of induction day...

this is sooo make me feel like kanak2, with my physical figure seems like im at high school level (sometimes people see me as primary schooler), we were required to wear sport attire...
i jz cant imagine, from my bro's house i drove till salak selatan's komuter - kl sentral then from kl sentral i took putra lrt to pasar seni, and walked bout 10 minutes till the office...
wearing the sport attire on weekends, what would people think?
huh (=....=)

well...the day ends with not much physical activity...

29th june 08

the 2nd day of induction day

we were divided into 3 group where all of us consists of 196 participants...
im in group 1 lead by ceo lim (the group named SURVIVAL BANK - remind me of survival models..hehehe)...
we were playing mystery maze and spiderweb...
all of us r soooo xcited...
but when the time of spiderweb, each of us will get an attention from all the team member...
we were required to cross a distance by gone through the spiderweb...
only 2 of the guy passed the game...
n me, im almost there (1 more step), but...
my leg touched the tali...
(6...6)
huhuhu...
but after all, my group managed to get the highest profit...
thanx a lot ceo lim...
the day was more enjoyable...

but tomorow (monday),
we'll start the routine of being an employee...

**DRAMA QUEEN**

When the sun is setting at the end of the day
And the city fills with shades of grey
In between the streetlight and the moonlit snow
There's a place I go
Where I do my show

I'm your drama queen tonight
All my troubles are out of sight
When the lights are on
I will be your shining star
I'm your drama queen tonight
Everything's gonna be alright
When I get on the stage tonight

It's a space in time where every dream comes true
And tomorrow's sorrows just won't do
In between reality and fantasy
I will make you see
If you just believe

I'm your drama queen tonight
All my troubles are out of sight
When the lights are on
I will be your shining star
I'm your drama queen tonight
Everything's gonna be alright
When I get on the stage tonight

No more use pretending
No more reason to run and hide
Let's make all our dreams come true tonight

I'm you drama queen tonight
All my troubles are out of sight
When the lights are far
I will be your shining star
I'm your drama queen tonight
Everything's gonna be alright
When I get on the stage tonight
Oh... 'cause I'm your drama queen tonight

* ICE CREAM PERSONALITY??? *

Your Ice Cream Personality:

You are an incredibly modest person. You don't feel comfortable bragging about yourself... or even receiving complements.

You have a wild reputation, but you're not as wild as you seem. You take risks, but only measured risks.

You are a somewhat open minded person, but deep down you're fairly conservative. You don't like trying new things very much. And if you do find something new you like, you stick with it.

You are a natural multitasker. You feel alive when you're doing more than one thing at a time.

You are a serious and contemplative person. You definitely do your own thing in life

**KUNGFU PANDA**

this is the 2nd time i went to watch a movie early in the morning (start at 11am)...
n we watched KUNGFU PANDA...yeay

the 1st movie i watched early in the morning entitled VENOM...
i watched it with tashi on friday b4 12 pm n including me n tashi there r only 5 people sitting in the cinema room number 7 at bukit raja...
we didnt expect that the movie would be scary/horror movie (according to tashi, me the only one in the cinema who scream too much - i thinked others jz act cool as they r all guys)

the 2nd movie is KUNGFU PANDA...
this movie was sooo damn great!!!

something that i wont forget bout this movie is:

"yesterday is a HISTORY,
tommorow is a MYSTERY,

today is a gift, thats why we called in PRESENT "

**AT LAST**

AT LAST i hv something to prepare for...
yahhhooo!!!!

**MY 1st HOUSE**

since halim still hv another one semester to go to complete his degree, n as a preparation for us after get married, we had decided to rent a house (me-cant make any loan yet, no money k, i cant buy house, n added with halim's time diagram which he had his own aim, so we rent the house)...

act, halim will be the one who paid the rental...(im not working yet k...it is not that im taking for granted)

right now we are preapring to set up our 1st house...
im soooo excited...
eventhough i still at my hometown, i tried everything to help him in order to set up our house...

**MY 1st JOB**

alhamdulillah i got an offer from FSTEP...
the training will be about 1 year (july 08-june 09)...

the training consist of 2 types:

1)classroom training - it is compulsory to attend all the class that will be held during the training (more strict than my previous uni)
2)internship - they will assign me n others to any company (bank & ins. co.) that participate in this prog

each type of training will be approximately 6 months...(one semester including semester break...if im still in uni world)

im so excited to participate in this programme...
ive prepared few things that i should...

the programme will start this comin 27th june...
27th june-briefing day
28 & 29th june-orientation day (im so nervous when know bout this...huhuhu)

im so happy (praised to Allah that gv me opportunity for this job)...

PREPARATION FOR NEXT STAGE

there r few things that shud b prepared right now...
huhuhu...
but im so excited for those things that shud be prepared...

things to be prepared:

1)work
=ive attended 2 iview:

(i) EON Bank
-i forgot to gv them the form that they ask me to ans. (so many weird ques, so i copied from yuni (thanx yuni)), where of cz i wont be chosen to work there
-obviously i didnt get the job cz they didnt call me till now...huh
-but thanx to halim for sending me there...hihihi

(ii) FSTEP
-i changed the date cz ive got pyjamas party the nite b4 (cs 222's girls-playing card all the nite at mcsha's room which i never forget..hihihi)
-when i called to change the date, the human resource man (forgot his name) gv me bad impression, but its ok...i shud gv a try at least...
-so i went there alone (it is suprising, i cant believe myself that i go there all alone)
-but it seems that the meaning of dekat gv by mcsha is quite far for me ( act i lost...huh)
-im walking from the putra station to the takaful bla bla (forgot the name), n to make things getting worst i lost the way,i reach there with my body heavily sweating undoubtly...huhu
-i wont go 4 any iview by myself again...never...huh
-but alhamdulillah the iview goin as good as it can b...
-im looking forward to be selected for this programme (im still waiting for the official letter-this make me feel really nervous)

2) further my study

where to start?
mmm... (*.*)
im planning to futher my studies this comin dec/jan intake...
but it depends on my job n my next plan...

3)getting married

this is the most excited part after all...
hahaha
but i dont know what to be prepared right now...
cant tempah my baju nikah yet cz manela tau a month b4 my wedding i can get slimmer ke...hihi
cant tempah pelamin, baju sanding, etc cz date x confirm lg...
cant buat brg hantaran cz we didnt buy those things yet...

as a conclusion, i still do nothin right now...
well nothin to can be prepared right now (-.-)
what i can do is look after my parents and my nephew n niece...

B.L.E.A.C.H

hohoho...
i learnt bout what is bleach all about from my ex rumate, D2317, malyn...
we watch bleach during the the study week...(my habit, i will watch a series of drama during the study week)
it is about one year ago...
huhuuhu
the addicted of bleach stop after my last paper...

but now, im looking 4 sumthing to watch...
and suddenly my mind taught of bleach...
thank Allah halim's frens wana download the series 4 me...hihi

actuarially, rite now im waiting downloading bleach 170...
huhuhu
now is already 3.12am, 27th may...
huhuhu

**KASEH SAYANG**

Pada suatu pagi di satu sekolah menengah, ada seorang pelajar bertanya pada seorang guru yang sedang mengajar. Ketika itu, guru tersebut sedang menyentuh mengenai kasih & sayang secara am. Dialog di antara pelajar & guru tersebut berbunyi begini:

Pelajar : Cikgu, macam mana kita nak pilih seseorang yang terbaik sebagai orang paling kita sayang?.Macam mana juga kasih sayang itu nak berkekalan?

Cikgu : Oh,awak nak tahu ke?.Emmm...baiklah, sekarang kamu buat apa yang saya suruh.Ikut je ye...mungkin kamu akan dapat apa jawapannya.

Pelajar : Baiklah...apa yang saya harus buat?

Cikgu : Kamu pergi ke padang sekolah yang berada di luar kelas sekarang juga. Kamu berjalan di atas rumput di situ dan sambil memandang rumput di depan kamu, pilih mana yang PALING cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi walaupun sekali. Dan kamu petiklah rumput yang PALING cantik yang berada di depan kamu tersebut dan selepas itu bawa balik ke kelas.

Pelajar : Ok.Saya pergi sekarang dan buat apa yang cikgu suruh.

Apabila pelajar tersebut balik semula ke kelas, tiada pun rumput yang berada di tangannya. Maka cikgu pun bertanya kepada pelajar tersebut.

Cikgu : Mana rumput yang cikgu suruh petik?

Pelajar : Oh, tadi saya berjalan di atas rumput dan sambil memandang rumput yang berada di situ, saya carilah rumput yang paling cantik. Memang ada banyak yang cantik tapi cikgu kata petik yang paling cantik maka saya pun terus berjalan ke depan sambil mencari yang paling cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi. Tapi sampai di penghujung padang , saya tak jumpa pun yang paling cantik. Mungkin ada di antara yang di belakang saya sebelum itu tapi dah cikgu cakap tak boleh menoleh ke belakang semula, jadi tiadalah rumput yang saya boleh petik.

Cikgu : Ya, itulah jawapannya.Maknanya, apabila kita telah berjumpa dengan seseorang yang kita sayang,janganlah kita hendak mencari lagi yang lebih baik daripada itu. Kita patut hargai orang yang berada di depan kita sebaik-baiknya. Janganlah kita menoleh ke belakang lagi kerana yang berlaku tetap dah berlaku. Dan semoga yang berlalu tidak lagi berulang. Jika kita berselisih faham dengan orang yang kita sayang itu,kita boleh perbetulkan keadaan dan cuba teruskan perhubungan tersebut walaupun banyak perkara yang menggugat perhubungan tersebut. Dan ingatlah orang yang kita sayang itulah kita jumpa paling cantik dan paling baik pada MULAnya walaupun nak ikutkan banyak lagi yang cantik dan baik seperti rumput tadi.

ACTUARIAL PRACTICE II

8th may 2008

my last paper...
my feeling were bercampur baur as dis will be my last paper...
after 3 years ive been studying here...this is my last paper...
after general insurance turn me down, i really looking fwd 4 dis paper...

alhamdulillah dis is the best paper among all the three...

GENERAL INSURANCE II

5TH MAY 2008

im targeting A+ for this subject (eventhough my carry mark seems that i wont easily achieved my aim--->i don care--->i BELIEVED cik haslifah wont turn me down--->i BELIEVED that the ques would b not so though..)
but,,,
gggrrrrrrrrrrrr.......... (*-*)
ok...
there r a lot of questions...( i really mean it..ooooo---> ('0'))
n there was sum1 that really annoying...
he grab my ans sheet jz after the time up...(jeezzz...)
if i can bite him, i would do so...
then i kerat2 him into 23...hahahahhahaha
then i wrap him with the ans sheet that he wanted so much...(amek2...mkn!!!)
jz if i can do that...
my paper...
him...
fortunately after the exam halim fetch me n bring me to klang (eventhough i had went there so many times, i jz don care...at least i can blow out all the bad things that had happen to sum1..aaaaaa)
the day was so terrible...
huh...
[..]

SURVIVAL MODELS

30th april...

4 am

wake up so damn early in the morning...

well...

had bad dream bout survival models...

it chased me even when i sleep (mayb iT was a cursed subject...huh)...

cant sleep back after that...

so, the thing that i can do( i shud do actuarially)--->study his subject...huhu

so i studied till 8 0'clock...

8am-12pm

went to ptar4...

there are a lot of animals in my stomach...(where did they come from???)

huhu...

i think my otak is tepu already...

but still need to study...

huhuhu...

amad n soe...what r they doin in ptar...

well, this ptar is belong to me...(am i?)

"halim, plz don sorokkan my heels"(massita;2008)

actually im the one who sorokkan his shoes...

hahahaha...

baru puas hati...hihihi

lunch hour...

goin back to farawa's room...

i felt dizzy...not enough tido kn...huhuhu

let me sleep 4 a moment...(moment ke???farawa left me in the room...y dun u wake me up?)

but thanx farawa...so fresh after that...

2-5pm

exam time...

huh...(*.*)

>5pm...

dun want to think bout that paper anymore...

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.....
im not even dare to think what ive answered...

but thanks to halim...

we went to watch "IRONMAN" at aeon bukit tinggi...

best sgt muvie ni!!!

--->pesanan to my frens--->g la tgk citer ni... best gile!!!hihihihi

thats my day...

alhamdulillah it ends with happy ending...

mulakan hari esok dgn senyuman...

lalalala~~~

* MY ENGAGEMENT *

this is how its began:

6th jan 08

his famili come to my house...
ok...,
i tried to keep calm but still there are a lot of elephants in my stomach...
what should i do?
my parents ordered me to stay in my room ( wow, this is juz like the movie :p )...
ok, i feel so nervous...
my bro keep teasing me...
finally...the end...
my mother showed me the ring that *he* gave me...
of course i love that ring...
he choose it with me...
MY FIRST RING...**

1th feb 08

mid sem holidays ---> starts
feel so nervous...
within 1 week...
i'll be his fiancee...
future wife...
omg...
this is a very big decision that ive made...

7th feb 08

the arrival of a azi, my eldest brother...
im so excited coz his wife was the one who made my special dress...
my engagement dress (is it dress?)...
wow...
juz nice...
i love it...

8th feb 08

tomorrow will be the day...
almost 80% is completed...
everybody were working hard for tomorrow...
fortunately ive 3 brothers n 3 sisters...
they help a lot...
i love them so much...

8th feb 08 (nite)

ok...
within few hours...
i'll be the center of attraction...
hohohoho...
how should i act?
smile? is it? what others usually do?
omg...i have no time to reherse what should i do tomorow...
ok...don panic...
i'll be fine...
but, why i cant sleep?


9th feb 08

this is the day...
everyone was so bz...
preparing everything...
im late...
ive done my make up at 1150am...
and the rombongan had arrived...
need to change my cloth...
alhamdulillah...thank Allah...
it is jz on time (not exactly...i changed my cloth n wearing my tudung when the majlis had already started...huhuhu)...
n my frens take pics with me when org2 tua were discussing bout me and *him*... ( thanx to all for comin..muah )

alhamdulillah...
it was over...
ive got another 2 rings...
thanx HALIM KHALID...
may our relation will be happily ever after...
amin...

waah...my own blog... **

testing 1 2 3...
hello...
mmm...
ok...
no input right now...
dont hv any to say...
tonite mayb...
mmm...